So....for the last 2 years I've been dealing with some medical problems. I guess a little background is in order: 4-5 years ago I weighed over 430lbs. Yeah yeah yeah I know I know....So I decided to be a cop and lost over 200lbs in a matter of about 4 years or so. Everything was good and I became a cop. All well and dandy.
I'm a cop for a while and slowly but surely I begin to experience some problems with acid reflux. No biggie, go to the doc and they treat it like it's nothing. Eventually, I'm on vaca in ME and I pass out 2x in a restaurant. Spend the end of vaca in the hospital getting tests. All in all, wow this is the brief version, I have every test under the sun and some not and take a couple of trips to the ER from work with a shot of morphine to boot. I used all my vaca time last year to have my gallbladder removed and more than I had this year to have another procedure. I'm still recovering from that one - they took the upper part of my stomach and wrapped it around my esophagus to tighten it up (reflux and regurgitation problems), still can't eat very solid foods.
Anyway, so I got a gym membership yesterday after not being able to work out for over 9 months. I'm !@#$^ weak as hell. I'm pathetic. I think that if there was anyone else in the gym I would have ran away crying in sheer embarrassment of my, lack of, ability. I go from over 430, to a serious routine and fitness nut, getting down to a good low of 211 (a bad low of 209, looked like I just got out of Auschwitz) and keeping strong at 225 (my good weight) to being a weak ***** at 230. Kill me now. To make matters worse, I have to test within a year to keep my cert and the Chief gave me the nod for the SWAT team once I'm healthy again.
I'm going back to the gym for another disappointing day.
I thought you fitness freaks would feel my pain a little.:duma:


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