Hey everyone, this is my first post, I found this site on google and just wanted to ask for your honesty.
Law enforcement has been in the back of my mind since I was a little kid. But once I got older, I doubted myself more and more and decided I wouldn't be able to make it.
I drifted away from that dream and pursued something else. I also made mistakes along the way.
I made some poor decisions in my life.
My past mistakes have finally caught up to me. I am embarrassed and very disappointed in myself for what I've done.
I have never been convicted of any crime, never been in trouble with the police and have always had a high respect for police officers.
I decided to take a 2 year course in Auto Mechanics, I'm about to enter my 2nd year.
I have been thinking if I should take a 4 year degree program for Criminal Justice to improve my chances, but I don't want to waste 4 years if I don't have a chance.
Here is the list of things that I have done...
- I stole a Warhammer model when I was about 13-14 years old. I have since thrown it out.
- I stole $10 from a friend when I was 10-11.
- In high school I was given a video game which I knew was stolen. I have since thrown it out.
- I work at a grocery store, when I was in high school I ate fruits, drank juices, etc in the back.
- In high school I smoked Marijuana a total of 4 times. Never done any other drugs.
This is the big one...
- When I was under 18 I viewed pictures of underage girls, I was sent pictures from girls (text messages, etc) sent pictures over the internet from girls (msn, webcam).
Also, when my girlfriend was 17, I was sent pictures of her as well, I was 19 at the time. I deleted them when I realized that was stupid. She is now 18.
- I illegally downloaded music, etc when I was younger, between the ages of 12-16.
It's really taken a lot of courage and "balls" to man up and write this. I'd like to know my chances so that I can move on with my life and not stress about this.
I have taken responsibility for my actions and I am prepared to hear the truth.
I just want you guys to be upfront with me. Thank you for the responses.


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