Off topic but, I'd love my CJ classes if it wasn't for all the retards in them... Seriously the most disrespectfull, obnoxious, bunch of people at my college. There's maybe 3 people in all my CJ courses that I consider mature or even normal for that matter...
To the original poster. Nothin to it but to do it. Just finish up your degree and try. That's really all you can do. If you try for a long time and get sick of it, move on.
Good luck to you in whatever you end up in.
By three methods we may learn wisdom:
First, by reflection, which is noblest;
Second, by imitation, which is easiest;
and third by experience, which is the bitterest.
'Confucius'