I am a reserve, also. We had/have to pay for EVERYTHING except the vehicle and portable radio. Our training was not as long as the full timers, but we had to learn the exact same things. I've been on for four years and quite honestly I enjoy it. Sure we had some guys that absolutely hated reserves, but guess what? They're gone and I'm still here. I think everybody that's left appreciates what we do. My class had ten people in it. Two are left. Some went full time, some gave up and didn't want to deal with the a--holes. I kind of enjoy making people who hate me squirm, so I stayed and actually requested their shift...sometimes. You will be amazed at how stupid some cops can be. I highly recommend your endeavor as a reserve. If for nothing else, it will give you some insight into the department and your decision to change careers will be much easier. I am actually considering making the transition to full time.
SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE IS TRAINING FOR AN ENCOUNTER WITH YOU. STILL WANT TO QUIT?
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IF YOU KNEW YOU WOULD FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE TOMORROW, WOULD IT CHANGE THE WAY YOU TRAINED TODAY
INTIMIDATING THOSE WHO INTIMIDATE OTHERS