LE Experience, degrees, and military experience... usually (to some extent) in that order/
Too bad for you that they are a dime-a-dozen. The problem you are going to find is that you are brining nothing special to the table (contrary to qhat you seem to believe, basd on your posts). The 30 other guys competing for 1 of 3 positions will NOT have your tainted past.
Let's pretend that your history is not disqualifying. Still, it's baggage that the others probably won't have...just a reason to NOT pick you.
It's not about qualifying and not getting the boot. It's about excelling and standing out ABOVE the crowd. Sorry, but I don't see it in what you have posted. Your bravado of why you think you are the perfect candidate matters very little, as YOU are not making the decision on who gets hired.
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